Posted on Tuesday, January 04, 2011
Posted at 4:00 PM
last night I couldn't sleep cos I was thinking of something.Im not depressed or anything,just kinda wiereded out.Maybe its the hormones.Here it is:
I can't stand this anymore.I feel like they are sterotyping me into the 'perfect' daughter,student and bloody citizen.Like they are controlling my views and how i see the world.And taking away all my originality.Like i am some fucking programming robot.
Its like I am the liquid ceramic in a pottery factory.I want to be pink.Haha.Then i have to be poured into a cast to be made into a straight 'normal ' pot like the rest.Imagine that the cast is all the people around me.They are forcing me into that mold,to become another one of those 'normal' citizens u see all around
Forget it,ive decided,even if they kill me,im not going to be 'forced' into any of those molds.I will be 'handmade'.I'll shape my own personality,and be my very own person.Like all 'handmade' goods,I will take more time,and no doubt,more energy,but once I'm done,i will be ultimately be more valued and loved by the world.
Take for example Lady Gaga.She is so different than the rest of the music stars out there.She is all out there,and no doubt,the biggest star on the planet right now.And people all love her.Like me :)
I will be handmade :)