Posted on Sunday, February 27, 2011
Posted at 7:55 PM
Yea.I got asked like...at least 5 times this wk + yall know during nanhua radio,they played like a short portion of Born This Way,almost EVERYONE turned their heads n looked at me.And i was like : Wahh...ttt??LOL.But everyone knows me as the Lady Gaga fan.Cool right??Lol.
So right,in primary school i was this girl,like goody two shoes,and i was like bullied all the time n kind of a mommy's girl (cos my mum was like a teacher there mainly) and obviously,i was freaking depressed,i would wish i wd die (strange) and drink stuff(lame).And like in 2010 first part of the year( i kinda was a bit of a little monster,but not so much) whenever like people were giving me a hard time i wd cut my self(for a short time) and stuff like that,and made myself throw up(though unsucessful).I havent told this to ANYONE before cos i didnt want people to feel sorry for me and make a fucking fuss about it and i didnt like what i did.So if you are reading this,dont worry,im kinda fine now, and i dont do this crap anymore.And slightly after this period,i began like listening to more lady gaga,cos her songs were very nice and she seemed so cool you know.And i started watching her videos,and she talks about stuff like wanting her little monsters to embrace their differentness and all that,and how she loved them,it kinda stopped me from doing crap to myself.And i follow like a lot of monster on twitter,and they kinda cheer me up to and make me be a part of something more.So basically,i an a huge little monster bcos of all the things she said,and all that.Its kinda hard to explain.So yea,thats my story.Its (i admit) slightly wierd,but hey u asked.Haha.Love u all
-Stef